I am finding some things more difficult to write than others while creating this website and blog space.  I want to speak to you, dear reader, but I also want to be the most of myself that I can be. I suppose because in this medium we do not  have the dynamic of physical presence, that allows for more open space.

I want you to know about me as I become more of who I am to be.  I want to share something of this person that I know and have forgotten and re-created and destroyed and reassembled.  I can tell you one thing. Love has broken my heart open. And from this fertile space, this space where i am merely a speck and a spark, I rise again.